The End Is On The Horizon

The final week is here. Actually the last 4 days is here. We have done 3 of the 5 parties. Two more left. And it is getting hard to say goodbye. Tuesday was probably the hardest. The women from the Shower Day, came with all of their families. This was the first time I saw everyone in their family, and it didn't make it any easier. Tears were shed, hugs were given, and kisses on the cheek and thanks for blessing each others lives were exchanged. I am going to miss them all. Which makes these last couple days SO hard. As much as I have looked forward to coming home, at the same time I haven't looked forward. What makes this hard is knowing what the next step might be, I know there is something big I am going to do but after that, what is next. And knowing I might never see these people again until the final days makes it even more sad. But at the same time, I will look at the pictures I have taken, I will recall the times I have experienced, and I will have a joyous time going down memory lane. I love these people with all my heart, and I bet you would too. The Christmas party includes, Family pictures! (with a fire place backdrop) and A christmas tree, a Program(which includes singing, puppets, and a sermon type thing), food, and presents. Such a joyous occasion seeing their eyes light up, allowing fellowship, and having them all together for once. Such a beautiful picture. As time gets closer, and goodbyes come my way I have to reflect on this trip. Have i changed any, and if so in what areas.

I believe I have changed, but unfortunately I can't pinpoint the areas for you at this moment. God has shown me lots, has allowed me to experience different sides of ministry, has allowed me to give everything my all, and has allowed me to see pain. What it means to be a humble servant is on the eyes of the beholder. But all I can say is that I have been truly blessed and feel honored to have been picked to come. Now too look forward to culture shock. I wonder how bad it will be, I guess i'll just have to trust the Lord to get me through it. No worries :) ANYWAYS Today we are having a family over for some presents, pizza, soda, and fellowship. Tomorrow is my last English class :( and a christmas party. Saturday is the last time with the team and Last Christmas party. Sunday is packing and cleaning of the apartment. And Monday I will be on my way back Fly to London at 7:30 PM next morning fly at 10:30 AM and reach the Lonestar state! It is coming faster than expected

Thanks for the prayers! Keep them coming for strength and for safety! Love you guys :)